Today after work I have no intention to go home, hate to see those broken pieces at home and just want to have a drink at the pub down the street. It kind of early maybe so there is not much people and none that I knew. Maybe I should have open up myself more often then to head straight home every day after work, to face the wall, to look at the ceiling with the radio, thinking about you, wondering how to mend my broken heart.
I get myself a beer at the counter and just sit there holding the glass with both hand like trying to get hold of myself again. Suddenly I heard a voice...... If I say you have a beautiful body, would you hold it against me? Oops that sound like...........John! I turn and saw a him standing right in front of me. So close that I can smell the perfume that he used to wear. Almost fall off from the tall stood and before I recover, he ask again “would you?” . I look up and smile at him.
Then drink started to flow and we started to talk about our life, our work, his family, me, and almost everything that had took place after the last time we say goodbye during my 21st birthday party. He must have matured a lot after his married, no more the same guy who would make a fool of himself just to win a woman laughter, no more touching you after every line he speak. Wow! look like he has growth up.
Maybe we had too much drink by now, and suddenly he hold my hand and for a moment we just could not control our self and started to kiss. It must have been a quite a while cause I feel my lip hot and burning. Then when he let go. He told me he still wake up in the night, trying to reach beside me hoping I will be there. But instead he found someone else who believe in him when he say he always care.
Who know I might be the one sleeping with him now if I had answer him that birthday party night, but instead I choose to smile and then it just kill off like that. But then what would you expect a woman to answer you such a question when you first met. “If I say you have a beautiful body, would you hold it against me?” Yes! No! or Thank you! Tell Me? I still don’t find myself a reply to these sexy line.
Well, after all these years at least he is married, I suppose to some beautiful body who just could not hold it against him. Ha! four kids , wonder if I still can have a beautiful body after four. He ordered another two beer and say that for my beautiful body. He stand up give me a kiss and said.........
It sad to belong to someone else when the right ones come along. I suppose what he said is true, many time when the right one come we are unexpected, and when we expect too much the right one just don’t exist. Guess this is life....wish I had a time machine.
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