You told me times and times again that is wrong to love a married man, it not right to fool your dearest friend. But I don’t care what people say, I don’t mind what in their mind, I don’t care what they say, I am just another woman torn between two lover.
Every time when we meet you sure to ask if I am still seeing him. Did he came over? Did she know about it? Are we making it or breaking up? I never ever answer you, cause I know you will feel sad and mad if I tell you. And even if I don’t you must have seen the answer in my eyes.
Everyone said it wrong to love a married man, every friends told me that I am lucky to have you by my side. So I told myself to get out of his life and I try to do it. I told myself I am free if I leave him, I’ll have the chance of living just for me, don’t need to hurry home just to make sure I am there when he came. Do work I like most, spend time with friends like you who care and are always available when I need most.
There are millions of man out there who love two woman at the same time, and he is currently one of them. And also millions of woman who love one and being loved by another. And here I am a woman loving two man at the same time. Don’t ask me why, cause I have asked myself many times and till now I still couldn’t find the answer.
I treasure the care that you given me at that time when I try to walk out of his life. The joy that you bought to me during those sad, lonely wasted time. You sing wonderful love song to mellow my broken heart, you put smile back on my face with your dirty joke, you add color to my days spending weekend doing garderning, in fact you have decorated my life with love.
My darling ....please forgive. He must have nail his heart with mine, and for almost 2 years we still meet and he still came when he is able. Although he leave quietly most of the time after I fall for my dreams, I feel so wanted whenever I am in his arms. So sorry to tell you that when I needed him most, he might not be able to be with me because of her. But I always know that I had your should whenever I needed one, I know you will start to sing with your guitar, I know you will always stand by me.
Some say love is like a flower, a rose, and yes, with care and tender love, the rose show the her color of life. But even with the greatest love and care.....it dies when it have to. I say my love for him is like a ocean wave, there are up and downs, but it never die, and these thing never change.
Today I call you here to tell you that I will leave him, leave all my dearest friends, leave all those memories to live myself again. Please forgive me if I have to leave you now. Not that I don’t love you anymore, and you know I always do, but I suppose it only fair that you find a woman who you love whole heartedly like you love me, and be loved whole heartedly by her not someone like me. All my bags is pack I am really to leave......
Torn between two lovers, feeling like fool. Loving both of you is breaking up in two. Torn between two lover breaking up in two, loving you both is very hard to do.
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