Many times when you came over here from no where, you told me you are lost, sad, and lonely. Many times you ask me if we can start all over again, question my love for you again and again. My darling, all I can say is that I love you so and always will, but honestly we just couldn’t start from where we have left not even where we started. All I know is that there will be no breakfast on bed tomorrow. It not going to change. It been 2 years since we stop having breakfast on this small little bed that we use to play games people play in the middle of the night. I still slept on this bed every night semi naked on my own, the way you say I look most beautiful when I build my dreams.
Well I give up having breakfast on the bed since the day you left, now I read my newspaper and have my early breakfast on the same table that you lifted me up the first time you came over. Some times even now I still wonder what make me so weak and lost the moment you lifted me up on this small table. Why I surrender myself to you, why there is so much passion in yours kiss, your touch and why I pull you closer when you come inside of me at that very moment. Still remember when that small little glass fall and break into pieces when we were rocking, your feet was cut but you never stop, guess we were both were in pain when we were making it, yet we never felt it, cause the lust in us never die even until we ended both in bed.
We were young back then, wild, sober but not drunk I suppose, we try the impossible and test the limit. We know we are not meant to be together, we were at different poles, we are like magnet holding so close together at time and yet just couldn‘t touch at certain time. Yet love, passion or maybe lust and desire bring us together time after time.
You say I am so passion and wild tonight, but do you know deep in my heart I am crying. I just want to enjoy this magic moment when you are so close to me, let every part of my body being explore by your finger, let you come closest to a woman that a man can. Making love like there is no tomorrow.
Tonight just like any other night that you feel lonely you came without her knowledge, she might have slept early and dreams that you are still in her arms. But my darling..... I just couldn’t act to fool my dearest friend, pretending that she will never know, but in actual facts she know every things between us. I don’t want to be on the same masquerade with her, laughing and talking about those good old college days in work place, and yet when our eyes meet we both see nothing but you in between. Tell me, how can I tell her about you ?
Some times when we touch the honesty too much, and I have to close my eyes and cry, I want to hold you till I die, till we both breakdown and cry I hold you till the tears in me subsides.
So my darling.......let our love, tears, passion, and every things subsides like the night, and by the times morning has broken, this will be our last night together.
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