Because you say you are coming over, I get myself a half day off, just to get back in time to make a reunion candle light dinner for us. Tonight I want to celebrate my love with you. For so many days I feel I have so much time with me when you are not with me. Somehow today I felt there are not enough time to clean up the room, change the bed to those color that you like, cook those dishes that you enjoy most. Even to put those letter of yours back to the drawer, making the picture frame that had been lying dead for so long stand back again.
And when all these are done, I get myself ready with the set of sexy lingerie that you have bought for my last birthday. The push up bra still fix perfectly, but I can feel that the g-sting is a little loose, maybe those sleepless night without you had help me to lose some weight. I put on one of the two t-shirt that we bought during our Hawaii holiday it long enough to cover the sexy g-string, leaving the other t-shirt on top of the bed together with your Ali’s boxer pant of yours which I still kept.
Then I started to wait for you, feeling nerves I keep looking at myself in the mirror, to make sure I still have the same smile that bring sunshine to your life. It seen that the sunshine had gone and those sleepless night must had added so many spot of my face. It 7.00 pm I light up the candle and I started to walk from the table to the door, feeling so excite like I have never seen you before. Just because you have not step foot here for 21 days, these days are like years to me without you.
You must leave somehow, I know you will because of her, I won’t let you go until you show me the secret of making those magic moment that we once share stand still. Somewhere, sometime from now we will be together again somehow. All the waiting will seen like a moment and then.......
The door bell rang, I know it must be you cause nobody can make this door bell sing so well like you do. I rush all the way to the door, then rush back to the mirror to give myself another look trying to make those sunshine smile again. When the sun never shine I give up and run to open the door. There you are, standing outside with one hand on the door frame, the way you always stand like those many night that you came before. I can also see those bright red rose on your other hand.
You look a little uneasy before standing straight, I give you a hug, those that you say that have make you strong and happy during your saddest moment. But this time, I did not receive the same reply that you used to give. And when I let go myself from your towering body, you slowly bring the rose in front of me, and for a moment there is silence and I feel something is wrong. You then ask without saying a word and offer me the rose. I took it and try to pull you in with the other hand, but you stand still like a mountain. As I look you your eyes I see the answer before even you said SORRY ! I am so sorry. Goodbye dear. I have to.........
Tears started to flow like rain from my eyes, and before you even finish I found my Hawaii t-shirt getting wet like those sandy beach there, again and again the wave came again and again the tears fall like rain. You say you need to pick her up, but have you ever wonder who going to pick up those broken heart of mine?
What I though was magic moment that will last in my memories forever, ended so suddenly, so suddenly. What can I do with this broken heart? And a goodbye that leave me nowhere. Lying in bed with the radio on, with the candle still burning, tears drop fall like rain. A million miracles could never stop these pain, or put all these broken pieces together again. What can I do with this broken heart? And a goodbye that leave me nowhere......
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